i love you baby:-

Good things happen to those who waits

First of all i would like to say, I’m glad you’re back baby!  I miss you so much sayang! Muackz!  Yes, im back with my beloved Muhammad Adnan Bin M. Ibrahim.  No word can describe how it felt to be with hym once again..  After 4 months of waiting n prayers, god hears me n u finally came back.  Just would like you to noe baby, that im truly sorry for wat happened last tyme n reli hope tat this time we’ll last forever.   Thou there are many things we need to work together on in order to improve this relationship n not make the same mistakes again k:)  I love you so much dear thru thick or thin, rain or shine and till eternity i shall be by your side.  I alwaes believed in an old-saying from a good fren of mine: Good things happen to those who waits.  True enuf:)

Ibu and i had planned out a birthday dinner for baby yesterday..  We reali didnt noe wat to get for hym for his birthday so in the end came out with this dinner idea..  Ibu was being very generous n i reli mean Generous  and actuali wanted a dinner for hym at the Carousel @ Royals on Scott Hotel.  Even my birthday tak sampai mam kat 5 star hotel tau. hmph!  Anyway its sincerely from ibu to baby n hope you like it sayang.   The food there was Awesome!!!  The seafoods were killing me, putting aside my allergy.hehehe..  It was indeed a great dinner with reali good food! Puas hati la!:)   N definitely i’ll go there again..tu sudah tentu..  Oh not forgetting the birthday cake which i also ordered from the hotel. Its their hotel’s signature Sunset cake n it tasted so good:)  So Baby, i hope you like everything abt yeaterday nite.  N last bt not least, thank you so much Ibu for this special treat!  You were alwaes there for me during my hapi n toughest times, you have alwaes been my backbone n supporting me in everything i do. I love you Ibu!

Im sorry for the trouble..

I’ve realised that all this while i’ve been wasting my time, effort and energy on the wrong person. While i just neglected the one who truly appreciates me. How stupid could i be? What was i even thinking?! I’ve underated you for so long that i felt i dont deserve a second chance, yet you still stood by me. Now i’ve put you into deep shit for what had happened yesterday. Im really really sorry my dear. Yesterday was a total silly mistake but i shall not put blame on anyone or point fingers. I guess this is a lesson  for all of us to learn from. Still, i’ve promised to take up any responsibilities due to yesterday’s incident, we just have to wait for the letter. Oh god..i just felt bad at times thinking about how i’ve treated you all this while.  After all the nice things you did for me.. Im truly sorry. Allow me to make it up to you k

Bintan was Awesome!

Sorry guys, still in my tropical mood la.. Tapi tak bedek, Bintan Gerek!!!haha
Thank you A.j for bringing me to Bintan.
Had a fabulous time there with new great  friends:)
Pictures will be in Facebook.
And thank you 125z for fetching me from Tanah Merah Terminal and waited 2 hours:p hehe..

Unbelievable-thats wat u are

He dedicated this song to me. Now im dedicating it back to hym..Enjoy.

To my dearest Bestfren

Dear Bestfren,

Thank you so much for all the things you have done for me. Mainly for all your time you’ve spent for me,  to come down late at night just to listen to my problems, my stories, my crap and just to find out how im doing. Its all about me. Sometimes i felt that i done deserve to be your bestfren.  You were alwaes there for me while i’ve never been there when u needed someone to talk to. Im alwaes busy with my own stuff that i’ve neglected you. While you actuali took your time off camp on weekends just to fetch me from work and then sit arnd to check out on how i’ve been doin. Im sorry for being selfish.. I really didnt see that coming thru..Inspite me being so ‘blind’, just would like you to noe that i truly appreciate you in many ways and that you are someone very special n close to my heart. You were there during my toughest time and you were there when i was about to give up for you are someone and the only person who could understand me . Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for the wonderful friendship!

You’re all i need, my love, My Valentine

Letter for you

To my dearest Baby,

How have u been? Who was sch? Have u eaten? Wat ya doin now? I’ve been missing you so badly that i felt as if  world has stopped moving. Each day, i waited for signs from you . Keeping my hopes high, believing that u’ll come back one day. Though sometimes i wonder if its worth the wait.. You noe Baby, its just hard for me to love someone else when all i think of is you. Like i’ve said, u’ll alwaes be in my heart and forever.

Yet still, i’ve met new ppl in my life right now. Some are nice, friendly and even likes me (onli God knows how, though i showed totally NO interest in guys right now)!  I have to admit that there are those whom reli showered me with love care n concern, and truly made me someone special in their life. They were reli sweet, been there for me most of the time, brings back laughter n smiles in me. They showed me love once again and made my realised the importance of moving on.Yea.. Honestly i like them too but im not sure if this is love..  I just felt guilty sometimes for making them feel like a fool but i just cant lie to myself n hide the feelings that i still had for u. Its even harder when u do not know if the person loves u back or at least is tinking of u..hais..

What shd i do Baby? Wat shd i do? Please tell me.. Dont tink i’ve forgotten abt the promise i’ve made to you. That i’ve promised i’ll wait for you no matter wat. No matter how much u’ve hurt me? No matter how u’ve left me all alone. No matter how painful it is to watch u move on with other girls. But yet, no matter how many girls u’ve went out with, i wan u to alwaes remember me as the ONLY girl who waits for u til the end. Through thick or thin, rain or shine, sad or happy, tears or laughter, i’ll be waiting for u. I miss you Baby. Please come back soon..

Yours truly,

Hanah

 

Back to school! Revamp!!

Today sch reopens. Went to school and met my dearest lovely beloved frens.. Important peeps in my life, they’re the ones who kept me stronger each day. Love them all. Miss you  all la!!

New terms has started, new teachers, new timetable (which sucks big time!) and new subjects. Hope this term i’ll do much better, have to werk very2 hard alreadi. To be honest i didnt do well last term and i reli meant DIDNT DO WELL cus just too many things happened . Close to failing liao:( Hais… Anywae  now i’ve promised Someone that i will do well n werk hard, and that Someone also promised to guide me thru this.hehe.. that Someone also promised to study with me every tues..hehe Swit kan kan.. hehehe.. i wont let u down..i hope. Hmm..

To all my loyal readers out thr esp my darlings, i noe i have not blogged for quite sum time cus of sum reason yg tak perlu tau, or mayb some of u mite already noe. Bt wori not cus the wait is over! Expect to see more post from me in the future to cum:) This blog holds many memories, good and bad but yet it carries the true me..Life still has to go on. Hope u’ll enjoy reading:)

Dedicated to 2 most closes ppl in my heart..